读了一些网上的帖子，突然之间决定，明天一定早起床一点，洗脸。已经连续5周早上都没有洗过，仅限于刷牙，早饭是麦片，天天都是公司吃的。

很佩服那些MM们，她们可以将保养工作做的那样到位。

最近盼休假盼得很狂野，也许是因为心中有了念性，很羡慕那些好朋友都在身边的人，而我的死党们，一个都不在，或者说都不知道何年何月才能见面。很想念晚上躺在一起，一起挤来挤去的感觉，想念一起嚼舌头。。

今天很馋，特别的想吃火锅，想吃麻酱，也许是上周末在丁丁那里把我的馋虫引出来了，现在特别想吃；特别想吃河蟹，特别想吃， 特别想吃皮皮虾，特别想吃，想念在海边家里的问道。。。

还能说些什莫呢，下班了，我在等同事。。

Es fällt Schnee außen und meine Lieblingsjahreszeit und wäre schöner, wenn ich nun Zuhause bei dem Kamin sitzen, ein Glas Rotwein trinken und etwas Schönes zum lesen kann. Das ist immer noch mein Traum von meiner Kindzeit, bis jetzt auch noch nie mal anderes.

Wochenende finde ich immer toll seit ich hier arbeitet habe. Nur eben kann ich erst tief verstehen, was bedeutet Urlaub für ein Mensch, just genau wenn ich 5 Tage bei mein Chef geklaut. Aber geklaut auch nicht so richtig sonder ich habe dafür selbst verdient. Für Weihnachten und neues Jahr noch 5 Tage frei so ist es insgesamt inzwischen mit den Wochenenden zusammen gerechnet 16 Tage. Mein Gott!! So fragt mein Chef mich noch“ möchtest du nicht längern machen, ich würde gern für dich länger schreiben“. Verdammt einmal!

Noch keine Ahnung wann kann ich nach Hause fliegen kann sogar Dienstreise vielleicht in Februar. Ehrlich gesagt habe ich schon keine Froh mehr über irgendwelche Dienstreise, genug Stress.

Seit Ewigkeit habe ich schon gewusst, dass das leben man selbst vermitteln muss.

Sowieso ist momentan schönes Wochenende.

For this week I have done first all of the office discounts from begin to end without my partner colleague on my own, tired but happy. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t glad this week is over and especially happy about the coming holiday for more than 2 weeks, which I earn to myself.

NOV.20^th, yesterday I had birthday and got best wishes from many friends, thanks so much that you still remember that, all my lovely friends. One year younger I am again!

Have a nice weekend to all.

I kept on pestering my boyfriend to let him know how sad and disappoint am I about the missing jean which I could not got per internet. I was outrageous and leave him no quiet. The same as a wild patient told him that I had dropped the jean on the other hand with tears. I fail to find any word to exactly explain my situation.

At last I got the calling from him and be kept informed that he had already found the same jean in my right size after a long way and bought for me. I began to guilt out…is this jean really so important to me and let so many unhappy happened?

Family is a place of love but no right and wrong. You and I, she and he, nobody can say who is right and who is wrong! The more time we need true love to let the other self know that I had made a mistake…Now I realized my self-will and thank you my love!!

Yesterday my girl told me that I must live with happiness. Sure about that for the sample reason is that I am sample und hope you can also in your luck. Sometimes, some people, including myself, were disturbing by something or sb, which or who by no means at all. I understand my girl’s situation very well but please note that I am your friend and not she and he. Let all over, honey, take care of yourself. Fortunately I have managed to learn to live in a world where only the people, whom I like, are. I am really very luck, Never fear, my honey!

PS: colorful life with you and me, my true friends!!

It is up to ourselves to find a way to go on better and we are trying always. I talked hour long with my friend on the phone about the theme life in foreign country. She said she wants to back and no place can better than our fatherland. It is true that I muss admit.

I see working here as an opportunity to learn things that one can not learn from the books. Some times I say I want to give up but anyway still happy to spend everyday here. For I know very well that true life everywhere is the same full of disappointment and surprise, tear and smile…The same as Niu said that we are real old and many times we have to say to ourselves that all of these we must experience. Life is no paradise where the sun always shines.

For a long time I had no interests to learn English but now everyday I muss communication. I find that I can also do well and not such difficult at all as I thought.

This week I done many office discounts and I can see my advance. Anyway I try my best to do my job even though international business is some time tiresome.

Finally comes the weekend and I am so happy. Weekend will quirkily over as the workday but enough for me to adjust myself to face the next week for a smile again.

向GR先生汇报了两个order，他大发脾气对我说“不要告诉我不行，我只想听行的…”与他目光对视中， 我出奇的平静，声音没有他的高，但是也足够让他听清楚“很遗憾， 可是我已经尽力了， 有些事情不行， 就是行不通，我很愿意去努力，但是结果我没办法保证。”将手中的office discount 放在他的面前， 我回到了自己的办公室。

我已经不会因为他的赞扬而暗自欣喜， 因为他的批评暗自伤心，5个月的工作生活，已经有了一定的胆量知道该如何应对。工作的好与不好，努力没有努力我自己很清楚，办好的，是我应该的，办的不好的，下次会好，但是办不到的事情，绝不是我的错。

老妈有时候会心疼自己的女儿 “异国文化， 异国语言”。有时候我自己也会心疼我自己。当我坚强的自己微笑时，还是发现了生活的魅力，生活已经给予我许多，即便放下这份工作，我也总不至于饿死，面对任何，无所畏惧。

财务将我叫了下去， 她一脸堆笑的说这个月多给我转了800块，叫我查看纪录，填写手续，帮她一个忙，给她转回去。我无奈这个错误，微笑回应说“下班后，我会查我得工资卡纪录，如果不是我应该得到的，我会直接取出来，马上把差额补给你。”觉得好笑。

还有一个月，就满半年了。我是否真的已经准备好，我能做多久，准备做多久，我全无计划，但是我很清楚，无论是工作还是生活，最重要的是健康的心理素质。

生活中， 我一点点变老，我不是妖精，没办法阻挡青春的流逝， 当青春遭遇美丽时， 每个女孩子都有自己的张扬。

生活中， 我一点点变老，也一点点成熟，岁月刻下的不仅仅是容颜的变化， 也伴随着心里的成熟，工作的阅历，逝去的青春与生活的阅历该如何的换算，没有人可以否认，满脸皱纹的老奶奶，自信的笑容下，展露的同样是一种魅力。