最早想去看花是在05年的4月18号。。。一错过就到了09年。23号下午我突然想要去看花，在一次没有计划的情况下，我无厘头的和老板说24号我要休假，因为我明天想去看花。。。

 

24日，到达阿姆斯特丹，拿着地图，和BF一起到处乱走。。

 

25日，看花，好喜欢花田。。。

 

我在花天里面高兴的不得了。。。身边的是一片实验田，五颜六色

 

我和花。。

 

BF说这张主题为花田里见鬼。。。

 

一片又一片，走过一处还想去另一处，还好BF是天生的认路高手。。才没走丢

 

他说自己是万花之中的一点绿。。。

 

花田里打个滚，一身的土。。。

 

 

 

又是一片。。。

 

游行的花车，很漂亮，伴着传说。。。25日，玩的很HIGH,累的我们晚上回到旅馆倒头就睡。。。

 

阿姆斯特丹，美丽的水城和木鞋。。。

 

26日，早上下起了小雨，临走时，BF给我买了一大把郁金香，把它们领回家。。。

 

红灯区CALLGIRLS的工作室，24日那天，和BF逛了很久，我似乎看的比他还高兴，最后潇洒的给了他100欧，叫他去找看中的姑娘，然后独自去逛街。。。。

 

满地的落花。。。

 

玩累了，回到家里，感觉还是家里好！！

It’s beautiful here for this time and the next season is going to be finer, May is the loveliest month in Germany, colourful and shines everyday. I should jog in the leisure-time but each time back home from the office full of tiring and nothing happened besides eating. Before I had laugh about the eating custom of the Germany but now I have to laugh at myself: morning bread with sausage or jam, Midday bread with cheese...I have changed to a fainéant woman whose life is without cooking.

Since the back of the business trip I have always no interesting for the job and there seems also no end of my work...The boss said that he do hope Anna come here and work with me together for the further life. The only thing I wants to know is when???? I really doubt the word of his but still remain a little wish...

Last Saturday my colleague had invited me and my BF to his 50 years old birthdays party and I did get a powerful feeling which I never had before: die most middle-aged couples seem so lovely…they dancing with music and kiss each other with love…maybe here is little marriage

just with paper. The Germanys can only life for themselves no time for other reason. Maybe I was drunk and only see the luck but nobody can tell me if this life style is right or not.

I saw many friends whom I knew as the beginning of my life here…especially grandma by her family I sent my first three months and just that time grandma and granddad had right gold wedding. Unfortunately the health of granddad was that time already not so gut but I can still remember that he drove me to the supermarket… It was also his last driving. Two and a half months later, in one night, granddad had gone to the heaven during my dreaming… and indeed my heard was pained at one second I thought the reason that he had said goodbye to me. The second day I said my pity to grandma but she said: I’m bravery enough and the life must go on…The burial is so quiet and one kind of other culture than in China…two weeks later I moved away and saw grandma never till today.

Nearly 12 o’clock in the middle night BF and I had gone a walk in the court for a fresh air…above us was the sky full of stars, greet…

We drank much…

 

 

PS: Ich bin Stark genug, das Leben muss weiter…